2010 is fast approaching and I find now is the perfect time to reflect upon the past year. Many people ask themselves “How much can really change in a year?” Well… Everything. I’ve ranted about my newfound problems before in this blog, and I have no intention to bother you with those all over again.
Yet, I will talk to you about other things. Just this year, I was very shy and very worried about my self-image. When I say self-image I don’t mean my looks. No, for example, I used to not give a fuck about shaving for weeks but now I shave almost every day. I mean not embarrassing myself in front of others, or doing something that may confuse or upset them. Specifically in a store or restaurant when with other people. If they did something weird or were laughing too loud I’d try to stop it. But now I’m extremely open, I’m extremely carefree when it comes to that stuff. I tend to be the person doing those things now.
I was also very much alone at the turn of 2009. Now, I believe I can say with confidence I am more than loved, and in love. A feeling I’ve never felt before in my life. And it’s the greatest.
So… What does 2010 have in store for me? I don’t know. Everything can change in a year. Everything can change in a flash.
And they say bad stuff about teenagers.